A touch of Sweetness

Sunday, August 3, 2008

last friday my dad bought my eldest sis a new laptop....i get jealous..~it's not gud..i noe..
and these few daes he pissed me off..i didnt know how to react on it...haiihsss~~=.=
yesterdae was parents day..my mom went alone cause i have to go for my tuition at martin as usual..and as u n i noe..it's a great chance for teacher to take advantage on it..and my teacher did..=(
she told my mother that im very friendly but RUDE..~.~...how can a friendly and a rude come togetha?my conduct was A..no demerits!!we love to make jokes..as when i told my sister that what the teacher said to mama...she said..the teacher was jus too sensitive..and cant take up jokes..""CLOSED-MINDED""
speaking of rude..
i remember got once mc and i forgotten to cut our fingernails...she scolded us"you are very sam pat..38!!"...on d other hand...she's also having her nails long..=.="" wth~

well~

my father was being very unfair..dar says he know wad he's thinking..he asked me to trust my father..but..it's obvious i can tell..he's unfair..mom most probably believing on tht bitch(sorry for being rude)..sis's pissed me off.......sadness and dissapointment came at a same time..thank god i've got my dar accompany me for all the times...but as i look back..my tears blurred my sight...tears roll as i cant even control...i wanted to cry out loud but i dun have a space for me to do so...i've got no choice besides hiding myself inside the toilet...dar told me to hold my breath and count to 10..it might help..but cant...i tried my way..i started to snap picture...when i snap..i would atleats smile..=)..after sobbing inside the toilet for half an hour...my eyes BENGKAK!!...as i step out from ma toilet...i dun dare to look at them on eyes to eyes.....
*dar dont have to feel helpless cause u're here togetha wif me when im sad...till i found back my smile=))..i love u lorts and thankiiuu^^*

took tis to stop my tears~..smile~

this was my percentage for my midyear exam..sowie cause its blur..@.@

~*~i wanna show D world..but no one noes bout my name yet~~*~
~*~i wonder when,where and how im gonna make it..~*~
~*~i noe i can if i get the chance~*~
~*~in my face as the door keeps slamming~*~
~*~now im getting more and more frustrated~*~
~*~and i'm getting all kind impatient,waiting~*~
~*~but we live and we learn to take one step at a time~*~
~*~its gonna happen and its supposed to happen that we find the reasons why~*~

~*~when you cant wait any longer~*~
~*~when you need to find the strength~*~
~*~it's ur faith that makes you stronger~*~
~*~the only we get there is one step at a time~*~

this song helps me to stay up...so i want to share tis song..erm..i change sum of the lyrics..hehe..=P
by jordin sparks-one step at a time^^

Joyce